tcughcall

❛      𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐒  𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂     ❜  his  own  father  had  been  a  prick  —  a  real  GRADE  A  ASSHOLE  if  he  does  say  so  himself  ,  in  fact  now  that  memory  serves  ,  that  had  a  lot  to  do  with  why  richard  killed  him  ,  burned  him  to  death  in  his  own  house  .  no  memories  there  .  no  love  lost  .  maybe  ,  in  this  instance  ,  if  he  was  richard  he’d  tell  declan  to  read  into  the  dream  ,  tell  him  that  there’s  gotta  be  some  other  meaning  behind  it  —  to  look  deep  and  see  the  shit  that  NOBODY  ELSE  ever  could  .  he’s  not  richard  .  never  would  be  richard  .  so  he  takes  all  that  dream  talk  and  chucks  it  out  he  proverbial  window  without  a  second  thought  .  ❛    —  so  ,  what’s  that  got  to  do  with  anything  ?  you  kill  him  or  something  ?          ❜ @lndenmeres​ said  “last night i had a dream that i was in the graveyard, looking at my father buried in the ground.” / declan

lndenmeres

if you were ronan,     that dream might have become a true nightmare.     you might have woken in your bed holding fistfuls of soil,     or weighed down by niall’s tombstone,     or worse.     but you are you,     and you are normal,     so your dreams have the normal amount of significance,     which is to say none.     ‘     i didn’t kill him.          slight stress on the word     ‘     i          is all the detail you’ll be offering about that.     ‘     maybe it’s guilt.     i doubt this is what he wanted for me.          he wanted you to keep your head down and protect your brothers,     yet here you are,     raising your head above the parapet for a life of crime     &     one of those notorious gecko brothers.